Sometimes I am afraid to go to class because I am worried the professor will ask my where I’ve been or why I haven’t turn in an assignment, and I will just stare and say “Because I am dead.” or strange things that although they reflect how I’m feeling they aren’t really ok to say to people.
Another scenario I worry about involves a professor who is confrontational or tries to make me feel bad about my situation. I am worried that if they do that, I will just flip out and start yelling and hurting myself, which has happened to me before just not usually in front of people.
